Tired.

So once again, I apologize to you all for how I may have posted or acted prior to drifting Right. I’m exhausted all the time. I’m so tired of everyone and everything. I got nothin’.

Are there things to write about? Yeah, tons. There are so many cases of people doing stupid stuff that I can’t even pick among them. But they’re all … stupid. Why would I write about it?

Here’s the thing. I believe that life is like a car. When you drive a car, you want to look where you want the car to go (also helps you anticipate stuff before it happens). Look at your passenger? That’s where the car is going to go, so don’t do it. Life goes where you’re looking, too. So if I spend all my time looking at the stupid people doing the stupid things, then I’m destined to go back that way. And I simply don’t want to.

A long time ago, probably back when I still had TDS, Chris was whinging on about some Leftist doing a Leftist Thing. I can’t remember what it was; doesn’t matter what it was. And I just looked at him, and I asked him… what else did you expect them to do? And that’s it, really, isn’t it? Why would we expect them to do anything else, other than act the fools they are? If we do, we’re being stupid ourselves. If we don’t, then why are we even the least bit concerned about what “they” (pick whoever you want “they” to be) are doing?

I look at the voter turn outs for Jaffrey. So apparently we have about 5300 voters in our town. Out of those, only 1009 showed up to vote yesterday. Less than 1/5 of the people bothered to vote. And what are they teaching their children, their friends, their coworkers? They’re teaching them that there’s no point to voting. Use whatever excuse. “It’s only a small election.” That was this month’s excuse.

I ask you… How else does change ever truly happen? Trump is changing things from the top, but frankly, that’s an abnormal thing to be happening. What he’s doing is so new, no one knows what the hell to do in response. Real change, sustainable change, HAS to happen at the local level. If it doesn’t happen here, there’s no hope at all that it’ll stick at the higher levels.

When we can’t get even 1/5 of our voters out to vote, what have we become? A group of apathy ridden idiots who can’t even be bothered to govern themselves at all, never mind well.

I really give up, guys. I’ve done everything in my power to get people out to the vote. But 1/5 is just an insult. That means that any petty tyrant with a good advertising budget and the ability to badly write articles can get in and do damage. And that’s just what’s happening. I don’t think anyone ran opposed at our local level. No one can be bothered.

In the 2024 election, Trump won because 64% of eligible voters in the country voted (Pew Research). That is considered a high number. People refer to it as “unprecedented.” Rivaled only by the 2020 turn out of 66%. We’re excited because a little over half of eligible voters bothered to vote. Half.

Do you remember in 2014 or so, when Iraqis finally had a democratic election? The proud women (all huddled in their burqas, but still) holding up their purple fingers? I remember that. I remember crying happy tears, that they were finally being permitted to vote again. Of course, that didn’t last long. The last several years have seen those gains reversed, and then some. Not as bad as Iran, but close. In October or November 2025, they held another election, and this one appears to have snipped away at the extremists’ power… but who knows? When people threaten to shoot you if you vote, it makes you not really want to vote.

As an aside, I believe that’s what the Leftists want their people to think, when they go to vote. They want their base to believe, 100% believe, that any ICE officers are there to shoot people who don’t vote “correctly.” That’s the kind of story they’re likely to put out (though I haven’t seen one yet). That’s certainly the feeling I get. They want their base full of fear.

Of course, there’s some of that on the Right, too. It’s different, of course. There’s fear of governmental powers (both about the government having too much power, and the people taking away the government’s power). There’s fear of changes (not unwarranted, in my opinion) like piercings, tattoos, hair colors, orientations. And then there’s the people going on about the Reptilians taking over the government, the Flat Earth folks (all around the globe), and the uber extreme xtians (I won’t give them the “nice” title) who are so interested in judging and blaming others that they refuse to look at themselves. Are there less on the Right? I think so. But they’re there. And it’s real.

I think we’ve gone too far. I don’t think there’s any coming back. I think we’re doomed. I don’t even mean doomed to civil war. I mean that I don’t think we can recover from the level of apathy and self denial that has crept into every corner of our society. We’re done. It wasn’t even all that good of a run.